Who Needs Logic Anyway??

It's been a while since my last post for two reasons. 1) I've been crazy busy with school, work, and life and 2) Inspiration has been in short supply lately. :/
I wish I could clear my mind and erase all the fog clouding my brain. I've tried to take a step outside my own mind and rationalize all that I'm feeling, but I have found that it's easier to to let emotions run their course and not over-analyze things. I've always listened to my head before my heart, but I am tired of measuring out the consequences and weighing my options. I just want to run with the reckless emotions and kiss goodbye to logic because i feel suffocated by the boundaries I have always set for myself. I want to break down the walls that I built around myself long ago and not worry so much about the future and dwell so much on the past. I only want to live in the present and drink in each day at a time because I don't know if it is my last, but I do know that I want to enter heavens gate knowing I used every last bit of the talents and strengths God gave me...so goodbye yesterday, hello today, and F*** tomorrow.!